Where is my heart at any given moment? What do I “hold fast” to so that I am desperate if I should lose it? What do I pursue? Right now, what am I aiming for, investing in, craving in the very fiber of my being?
God is terrifying, if we understand Him correctly. It is when we take God for granted, when we dismiss Him as a great and distant Clockmaker, or a figment of our “wishful thinking”–an entity that is better left to think of “later”–that our destruction begins.